It’s been a long week- busy and hectic week. All about work. Looking back at my schedule, sometimes i wonder how did i ever make it to what i’ve done today. Everyday seems to have endless pending tasks, and most of the time i’m only able to hit the sack nearing to wee hours.
Not to mention waking up at 8am then to kick start my day. =.=”
Anyways, the roadshow i’m currently running is finally coming to an end. To be in precise it is ending on Monday and finally some good sleep. I’ve met lotsa people - most of them are new to me, and i’ve gotten more headache moments dealing with some of them.
There are people who are destined to be successful. There are also some people who are fated to be such a failure. Working attitute determines how one handles challenges in life. If you cant even take a part time job seriously, if your life dictionary has never gotten a ‘punctuality’ word to have existed, I think you are such a loser.
Why do people gains all the trust and confidence from others easily whilst you are still finding your path along the way? If one doesnt have the quality, or you are unable to deliver a simple task completely, i would really have doubts to hire you again in the near future.
So why bother to come to me and ask for upcoming jobs vacancy and specially mention you deserve a higher pay? [LoL] do you think i give a damn to even explain you deserve half the price of what i’m offering now if i would ever take you again?
Life. Some people are merely messing up their lives living in own imagination.
I wonder how do they survive stepping into this working world.
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On the other hand, i’ve been badly disturbed by some untruth rumours recently. There’s this chinese phrase that says dont bother to explain because rumour eventually stops (spreading) when it reaches an intellegent someone. Only foolish people randomly follows whatever others say - which i THOUGHT it could be true.
Somehow i was very wrong. Or perhaps people around me are still yet to be upgraded to ‘intellegent people’.
Not refering to all, but some of those that i know.
Things got worsen these days. Every now and then i hear things from everywhere - which people assume it will never come back to me. I’ve never been a superstitious person to go to a temple to burn more incantations and pray for my well-being thinking that life is gonna be a lot easier after this; but i just stay put to my belief and know i’m always well-protected.
And things are trying to knock me off my feet each time i’m trying to stand still. Perhaps its all challenges in life to train me a better person. What doesnt kill me, makes me stronger?
I wish i am, walking at a stable pace with someone i can rely to, holding my hands and still smiling comfortably despite whatever bad things that have happened.
It’s the support we can have for each other - though i used to long for a confession which it then ended nowhere -
i’m glad to be who i am today, with someone that i can trust and love entirely, and though life might lead us to nowhere or eventually we might have to be apart.. I still appreciate what i have today.
With you. and only you.
