kJ’s paradise~

[edited, some were written while i was still in KL and some when i’ve landed in a new city]

I’m sitting at the airport as i pen this down, kinda aimlessly but in a much quiet serenity.

It’s 6am in the morning. I feel the aircond slowly coating my outer layer of clothes and coming into my flesh. What a chill. But i still woke up this morning crying. It’s already the 2nd day.

I didnt have to go, i thought. It’s been a thousand thoughts at least and opinions i’ve gathered if i should proceed. I’ve finally decided to let go, but that flashy moment of what have happened just two days ago awaken me and i just want to leave. I’ve always got such trend of wanting to escape.. not like a holiday-gateaway but rather, avoiding things that might be happening.

And yes, it’s normally the bad ones.

I thank god (general term, i’m a free-thinker! dont misinterpret this term okays) for giving me such opportunity to explore. I’m always gifted with surprises and blessings. Perhaps what i’ve gone through 5 years ago has taught me to be more appreciative to things in life. People around me. and of course, opportunity does not knock twice. I grab whatever i can to be floating in such ugly sinister society which you experienced different challenges.

I’m still lost.

and before today, before this moment, i’ve undergone some really roller coaster feelings in life which never brought me such incertainty. Yet again, i’ve got them all in one finger snap because of certain people around me. I hate the guess. I hate the mind-reading game.

I know hate is such a heavy word to be used. But i’m tired of saying i dislike. I just want to express my anger, my dissatisfaction towards cases that happened around me, be it to my concern. Why? How could it be so fragile even it’s not meant to be forever?

I probably wouldnt have much leisure and mood to really walk around HK city this time. I’m not in a mood to explore; i actually have tonnes of work to do but i dont know why am i here. I just need internet connection and do my work.. and this time it’s gonna be in such hectic world of busy society. I looked out from my window. It’s such a contrast to the life when i was backpacking to New Zealand.

Anyway, i’ve decided to let go. I dont longer wait for his sms. I dont longer anticipate that spice in life. I prefer a rumourless world, with just me, and myself. The once a while of missing moments i truly appreciate. But it’s gonna come to an end really soon, i am surprised i wasnt tempted to buy any postcards to be sent to the lovely KL city again. after what he has put me through.

I smile, and yes, Good Afternoon HongKong I’m gonna try the famous egg tart at Lan Kwai Foong now

 xoxo

I miss new zealand- and am anticipating to go back.

memories flooded in like a loosen tap water.

Gonna go to South Island this time. and will definitely be back to the best place i miss in North.

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lovely =)

Life is so fragile - i knew it since long but once again experienced it this afternoon.

Met up with a friend for a quick lunch - and found out that he’s back to Malaysia at the moment because his brother passed away a couple of weeks ago. He was suffering from Leukemia and had to leave the beloved behind as there’s no other remedy to cure. I didnt dare to ask more - i sensed the sadness in his eyes.. All i could do is only listening to�him quietly.

I always wonder what motivates us human being to live in the world. Its the money that push us forward leading our lives - or vice versa. It might be us leading our lives hence we need to generate income- ok i dont know.

But yeah, live your life while you still can. Nobody knows what will happen tomorrow. Once it’s gone, you will never get it back.

With that small decision in mind, I’ve decided to leave my heavy workload aside, and yes - I will be away this weekend for a very relaxing trip.

Please use text- I will be away from Malaysia.

Cheers.

-kj-

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Yes It’s the Grand Singapore Sales. Managed to catch the last day just before it ended. Glad that I had time to meet up some long lost friends too. Ironically I didnt even know Tony stays in the same hostel as I. He was kind enough to walk all the way to my place and chatted for 15 minutes before i headed off to another appointment! Thanks TonyJW~

As per promised, here are some photos. There are still quite a lot of Singaporean friends whom I’ve not spent time with the last weekend. Sigh.

Will soon plan the next trip and meet up EVERYONE!��

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By the way, who is interested to go HK? It’s summer sales now and it’s also the best time of the year to do some shopping. Ok I know I’ve done quite some in Bangkok and Singapore — but HK is�a different place! Count me in if you are heading there anytime soon =)

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You know Malaysia Government has always been promoting�local tourism spot– or better known as ‘Cuti-cuti Malaysia’ but nobody bothers to give a damn. Ok maybe i was speaking on a bigger picture. I mean, I didnt actually take note on those areas but rather, have been spending much time overseas and wasting money like how the water leakage happens in the house.

I had a chance to go Cameron Highlands a couple of days ago. It was a relaxing one. You know if you could just spend time drinking a cup of tea on top of a hill with slight breeze over the face, on the other hand having a nice sweet�strawberry chewing under the teeth and chilling out with friends.

Stayed in Iris Hotel for a crazily unbelievable cheap price — ok go and check it out yourself. Tried some nice yummy steamboat with extra big portion and couldnt finish in the end. Tried this ’scone’ kind of cake — i think it’s a kind of�cake made of thick butter.. or rather margerine hence i almost puke right after i ate it. No doubt its delicious but definitely not my cup of tea.

Pictures speak more than�a thousand words. Share�the joy

So you dont need me to tell you what place is this.

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The Scone thingie.

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aww. nice breeze.

Pay a visit to Cameron Highlands with a relax mind and you will fully understand why would i recommend this place as a get-away holiday. Oh and yes, please bring me along if you are planning for a trip, I dont mind to go again anytime this week!

oh ya, my trip to NZ.. long overdue post. Will do so asap with more pictures updates! Sorry!

cheers.

-kj-

I had a chance to go Bangkok sometime in May on business purpose.

Well business aside, yeah�i was there to work but secondary purpose was of course — shopping!

The place where i stayed ( Amari Watergate ) is only 2 minutes walk away from all shopping areas. There’s this wholesale center — yes you are right, the whole mall is selling clothes on wholesales prices and it’s superbly cheap.

I was dead tired after the convetion due to lack of sleep — i basically slept about 3 hours per day. All i remembered about the Congress was only me vomiting and having diarrhea as their sweet and sour food effect kicked in the first day i was there!

Anyway, just some pictures to share — all about Bangkok!

a nice view from 32nd floor Amari Watergate Hotel. Look at the colorful taxi(s)!

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Night view — my stupid HTC phone camera only has 2.0 megapixel� =(

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Took this photo in airport.

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Look at the blister in the coconut! wow!

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�There was this cute-looking puppy at one of the stalls in Chatuchak market which looks extremely adorable but ran away each time i walked near.

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and this! It’s pork kinda thing and yummy the moment you put into your mouth– not after that. LOL go give it a try and you will understand what i’m trying to convey.

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i’m sure you dont need me to tell you It’s Duck Noodle.� yummy~

Ok at work now. Not supposed to be blogging so i cant transfer anymore pictures from the phone. Will do more updates later.

By the way, I have this HTC Dual Touch PDA phone waiting for a new owner — anyone interested? Please contact me asap Price RM1.4K�negotiable, still under warranty, new and looks new (most importantly right)

Drop me a message anytime. cheers.

-kj-

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