My last updated post was a month ago.
What have i been doing for the past one month? I wonder too.
Work. It’s all work.
I’m finally taking a break time. I was away to Singapore for a couple of days over the weekend trying to find some peaceful feeling which i’ve long lost.
The tranquility.. the serene ambience which you have just by yourself. All alone.
I woke up at 7am almost everyday when i was away. I sat at one corner. I kept everything by myself. I looked up to the beautiful sky from the window. I wondered what’s my next path.
I’ve been considering for long. Whether i should still proceed with my current career. It’s tiring, undoubtedly. I still have the passion to it, but i’m constantly looking for a change in life.
Is this what i wanna do for the rest of my life?
It still leaves a questionmark. or maybe two.
There are too many things in life which i’ve then abandoned since i’ve started my work. I couldnt feel myself anymore. I’m like a working robotic machine that works throughout day and night. Looking at the increment of income doesnt guarantee a sense of happiness. I’m still lack of something.. a sense that can touch my heart again after so long.
I wanna love you.. let me do. Please dont stop me from loving you.
and I miss you.
