havent been updating this page for long. Sorry for the delay, I didnt have much time to actually sit down in front of my lappie trying to type a few sentences.
anyway, to cut the long story short,things have beenpretty unpredictable.
I’ve never celebrated Valentine’s Day. Neither am i expecting it to be a ‘joyous’ one. My ex bf(s) were all so busy on such a so-called important date, and i’ve been so used to being alone sleeping whole day on 214.
People who have promised me numerous lunch/dinner dates- with the only condition they must cook the meals but not bringing me to any restaurants out there, hardly realized. People who took me out for good meals, ended up broke all promises.
People who said I Love You, to my surprise i discovered that it was addressed to someone else as i wasnt in their mind. People who meant it, are no longer in the ‘available’ category.
Sometimes i wonder what does it mean to feel ‘love’.
I am counting down the days. This time, it’s gonna be something different. It’s already a start, a brand new start. But whether we are able to walk through shall remain as a challenge.
A tough one.
