i’m sick 
in a foreign country! argh- shall i go and see doctor
all because of the rain yesterday. sudden downpour when i didnt expect it to happen in this sunny place - but i had to rush home so i had to walk under the rain for 5 minutes. worst thing was, i couldnt recognise which block to head home
argh.
Dear all,
I need a caucasian girl to work as usherette in an event. Details as below:
Date: 12, 13 , 14 October 2008 (Sunday- Tuesday)
Time: 9am- 4pm
Venue: KLCC
Please send in your profiles to kjseow@gmail.com
i’m back from taiwan! something went wrong with the connecting flight so i’m now in KL.
but will be away again tomorrow.
Mad rush. Sigh. But all worth it i’m sure 
looking forward to this weekend and hopefully next week is a good one.
Bad thing is, i need to work on Raya breaks! ahhhh. :O
ok i realised the last fewposts were a silly mess. lol. People who do not longer appreciate you will never give a damn- perhaps they are happily sharing the moments with the new ones.
Never look back. Never regret.
New life!
Cheers.
p/s: Can you believe i’m actually starting to read? not magazines but books! Now dont drop your jaws. lol
i’m away- physically. maybenot my mind.
i was thinking hard and thoroughly before i left- to be in precise, am i making the right move.
Perhaps what shapes me into who i am and what i am from this point of time marks significantly where i am heading to the next minute- i wish i’m at the right track.
Am i lost, or am i not. Can anyone explain further what is lost and what is not.
I have once disconnected myself from any sources related to you- i wish not to know. There was once a sense of heartache when things seemed to be bad - but i guess i just have to be used to it.
I changed. You changed. and We have changed.
It’s a fact that cannot be denied.
i’m once again standing at the crossroad- thinking what should i do- thinking what can i do.
Singapore. China.Germany. Paris. Canada. Tokyo. Korea. India. Philippines. New Zealand. London. Hawaii. Maldives. Istanbul. Turkey. Australia. Colombia. Finland. Switzerland. Norway. Poland. Netherlands. Ukraine.
I will be away - but where do i belong? One of these countries? or the root of where i belong.
I really dont know-
It could be my future, it could not be. Does it worth me going so far away and risking a relationship? Or should i be staying back to see what’s next.
Baby, will you tell me what’s next?
I’m lost.
Dear guys,
I still need a male promoter to be based in Giant Shah Alam for a chocolate roadshow. Details as below.
Date: 21st Sept - 5th Oct 2008 (Total 15 days)
Time: 1pm- 10pm
Venue: Giant Shah Alam
Attire: Provided- to be dressed in Chef-look
Job Scope: Distribute chocolate samplings to the public.
Please send me your profile by today to kjseow@gmail.com
Thanks.
i’m sick.
Help me
Dry cough + fever.
How to enjoy my holidays this week? argh. so frustrated.
Anyway I’ve learnt how to clean dishes over the weekend.
Though was kinda reluctant to do it at first, but was then persuaded by the theory of ‘ I cook you wash’ or ‘You cook I wash’.
Fair game eh. Sigh I cant cook well i know. Ok to be in precise, I need more practice. Has been long since i last touched the wok.
Mama — help
-kj-
It’s nice to just sit down and do nothing- being relax, free from work - free from all sorts of obsession.
I was away (and am stil) this weekend. As i’m writing this, i’m happily sippinga cup of coffee, listening to my fav music- and learning the truth that life is not tough after all.
What we encounter in work are just some minimal obstacles which we will have to go through every now and then. It’s very much depends on how we gonnna take it - be it smooth or not, still life after all.
It’s glad to have a pre-holiday relaxing moment- Yes i’m currently enjoying my life.Holiday starts next week but i feel as if i’m already on one. It’s good to know there is no never-ending work awaiting (though it generates income) It’s good to know I can still have my time.
Heard some bad news from Malaysia - dont know should i or shouldnt i be bothered. Sigh. It’s always about making choices i guess.
Anyway a lil more update. I lost all my data(s) in the previous laptop. Will try to get a new replacement soon and then start tracking all files from my email inbox. Hopefully i can take less thana week to get it done.
Whatever else i’ve lost- i guess i should just let it be. We cant do much to change- backpacking trips memories shall always remain deep down in me - with me, and that’s what make me who i am.
I’ll be back early October. Will soon be busy at work- but hopefully November trip is on 
Cross my fingers.
cheers.
-kj-
was in singapore over the weekend to see a friend who was sick- though i was supposed to be attending an event in Sunway. Somehow things happened and i thought i didnt have to stay back- so i bought a last minute ticket to Singapore to give my busy schedule a break time.
Had a unforgettable moment at Gloria Jeans cafe- i swear i will never forget it. It was a touched moment which almost made me cry- how long was it ago when someone spoke his heart out to me. A good long chat after a nice movie was indeed a life which i have been longing for.
Now that i wonder - why do i work so hard to earn so much money. Money cant buy everything - but yes you are right too, without money you cant buy a single thing.
Perhaps these few years will be the time to gain more experiences, work harder for better future.
Anyway, came home on Monday midnight- literally it was 5.30 in the morning - still had to attend an appointment at 8! It was some terrible struggling moment to stay awake as i had to work the entire day.
Somehow, there arealways challenging moments and obstacles trying to put me down each time i’m feeling great- and never have i realised it will strike me all at once!
I stayed up till 3am yesterday to finish up all the pictures selection on all my backpacking trips- wanting to send for prints this morning after getting to the office. I need to get a cd-r to burn all into one. Before i could doso- my laptop gave up on me. It said ‘ no hard disc has been detected’ hence cant log into the windows!
i was shocked! I havent gotten the chance to backup all my files and pictures. There are still a lot follow ups to be done- my laptop is my life! SIGH.
Nightmare isnt over. I was told pda is ready (i sent in for repair earlier) so i purposely went over to Sunway to collect it. Somehow the so-called ‘ready’ means they couldnt repair it - but they had also accidentally made the internal speaker not functioning anymore! still they claimed its not their fault.
wtf.
I’m so pissed. More of disappointed at myself for procrastinating most major issues i was supposed to get it done earlier. Now that i couldnt do much to save all the data- couldnt also cry or sit down to wait. Neither would i want to blame the luck- sigh.
Fate.
It’s also a strong word. For once it gave me hopes- but it’s also fate that put me down.
-kj-
Life is so fragile - i knew it since long but once again experienced it this afternoon.
Met up with a friend for a quick lunch - and found out that he’s back to Malaysia at the moment because his brother passed away a couple of weeks ago. He was suffering from Leukemia and had to leave the beloved behind as there’s no other remedy to cure. I didnt dare to ask more - i sensed the sadness in his eyes.. All i could do is only listening tohim quietly.
I always wonder what motivates us human being to live in the world. Its the money that push us forward leading our lives - or vice versa. It might be us leading our lives hence we need to generate income- ok i dont know.
But yeah, live your life while you still can. Nobody knows what will happen tomorrow. Once it’s gone, you will never get it back.
With that small decision in mind, I’ve decided to leave my heavy workload aside, and yes - I will be away this weekend for a very relaxing trip.
Please use text- I will be away from Malaysia.
Cheers.
-kj-
You know i find it hard to please everyone- It’s not like i want to but sometimes I just have to do so- because they are my clients.
One second they are on this decision the next minute they say No I’ve never said that.
The worst is if that involves your colleagues or you are not happy with the working environment - sigh.
I had a bad day this late evening. But was later delighted with a phone call.
Thank you for your time and the piece of advice. I really appreciate it.
Hugs.
-kj-
p/s: Happy Meal McD is now offering Star Wars toys!!! ahhhhh !!!
