kJ’s paradise~

I’m back from a free movie screening for The Mummy: Tomb of The Dragon Emperor.

Not that bad though it’s a lil confusing at the beginning. Was even more surprised when i saw Jet Li and Michelle Yeoh, ok I really did not expect to see them starring in this movie. Probably I wasn’t keeping myself up-to-date about recent movie screenings. Sorry mates. Too busy eh.

Over all it’s good. Called a couple of friends to give me companion to watch but it’s a ‘last one hour’ notice hence nobody could make it. ended up Ethan came despite being cursed by his futsal mates. lol thanks Ethan

Anyway work has been pretty stressed. I’m so so sooooo stressed. But that also means that i’m having a more stable income now Oklah i can afford to buy Famous Amos cookies every now and then. Having no problems buying new clothes every week- Times that it’s on sales la. hahhahah� (like now!)

A lil surprised today too. Texted Koh, didnt expect his return call, but we ended up chated for a while. He’s been good. It’s been a long time since i last spoke/saw him. He was also in Singapore over the weekend. But our timing was slightly out .. sigh.

I miss him. I certainly do.� =(

Finally�get to meet�who SK Lee is. He sounded like an old man over the phone. I really thought I will be meeting up someone who’s at least 50 years old! But .. haha ok i better keep my mouth shut.

Tomorrow will be a long hectic day. Need to rush to a few places. Need to go KLCC to attend a briefing but i’m so looking forward to work in PC Fair again, after so long. You know the last twice PC Fair i was recruited to work but only gave 24 hours notice to the organizer that I had to give up the job — due to different unavoiable reasons. I really hope nothing will happen this time. Please, give me a peaceful working day alright

Something bad happened yesterday. I almost met with a crushed accident. Ok take note– i said ALMOST. It was my fault so i aint gonna blame anyone. I was on the opposite lane wanted to skip all the tortuise-crawling cars due to the heavy traffic, there’s this small voice over my mind that ‘eh please dont, something might happen. What if another car turns into his lane (which I’m at, that moment). That particular morning I have forgotten to wear my ring. That’s also the reason I wasnt feeling so ’safe’ since 9 in the morning!

Anyway to cut the stories really short, it really happened. Just at the sharp corner before I could turn right into the ‘correct lane’, 2 cars were speeding here towards my side — taking a sharp turn and we immediately horned at each other. I apologized, of course i did, and i reversed my car. I hope that fella in the car did not curse me for almost murdering him/ (or her?)

I was trembling. I almost lost my life you know. It’s that bit of gap between two cars which probably an angel from heaven was sent to stand right between us to block it. All i remembered was i was driving home with sweat all over me - cold ones. with a pair of shaking hands holding the steerling. I remembered i texted�a few friends. but immediately threw the phone away again as i didnt want to get myself to another accident.

Glad things are over. Hope that it’s really ‘all over’.

Thi, are you back from all your travels? Sigh. Come back please!!!!

-kj-

�

Dear all,

I still need 2 girls to fill in the below vacancies:

Job: Promoter @ Jusco to give out chocolate samplings

Venue: Jusco Cheras Selatan, Jusco Wangsa Maju

Date: 8th, 9th, 10th, 15th, 16th, 17th August 2008

Time: 10am- 10pm (with 2 hours break)

Payment: RM100/day

Please email your profile to kjseow@gmail.com

�

Regards,

KJ

khaijia@iamkj.com

Comedian movie never really caught my attention unless I have no any other choice. You know back in those days when Stephen Chow’s movie were selling hot everywhere and pirated CDs were still detectable around the market. Oh Those days

Anyway, Came across this ‘You Dont Mess with The Zohan’ movie preview the very last time i was in the cinema — cant remember what was I watching then but i remembered i was laughing by just watching the trailer.� My guy friend was asking me Hey why not we watch this when it’s out.

And i went like.. err. no thanks. But okla, can still take into consideration ok ok i know i sound dilemma but since the opportunities arrive right at my doorstep — I supposed I should grab it?

Adverlets is now having a free movie screening for this not-to-be-missed show starring Adamn Sandler as Zohan, who is an Israeli commando who fakes his own death in order to persue his dream as a hairstylist in New York. Well there’s free trailer available online but I’m not planning to watch it — Dont really wanna spoil the mood of hilarous laughing over the cinema just because I’ve known it!

�

On the other hand, what motivates me to come for this movie screening is the blog contest!�Ok maybe more of the Zohan Hair contest which will bring 5 winners for the night who come to the screening venue with the most creative/ weird/ horrible hairstyle! Ok i dont supposed I will walk away the horrible hairstyle award, but to those who’ve seen me in real recently — You know how’s my hairstyle!� lol.

Yes. I put some people in shocked. I put some in surprised. And i put most people with fun! and in return, they gave me compliments. haha :D� Though Egyptian doesnt give a good impression (or maybe it does?) but in general I hope mine could walk away the Pensonic Hairdryer — you know it’s a pain for not having one when you are traveling to somewhere else. Especially hotel which provides none!

I can’t possibly take what I have at home — my family members will kill me. Oh well, perhaps my backpacking mates shall take this into serious consideration — bring a hairdryer for me the next time we travel

ok enough of the craps. Let’s just cross my fingers that I’m able to get there for the movie screening and then pray hard to win something home — I promise to spend you people a drink alright? Ok my house. Ice Water!

Cheers.

-kj-

Dear all,

I need 4 guys to work in the event
below:

Job: Flyer Distribution to create awareness
Job scope: Go around KL�to distribute flyers
Time: 12pm- 4pm
Days: 4th august- 8th august 08 (Monday to Friday)

Payment: RM50 per day.

Please send in your profiles to kjseow@gmail.com and I need just serious applicants.

Regards,
KJ
khaijia@iamkj.com

Perhaps we’ve all grown up. Time flies. Without realising it,�I’ve changed. You do. We do. Everyone does.

We have learnt to prioritize ownself rather than others. We sealed ourselves with a layer of lamination to block all sorts of attacks. No dirts. No liquid.

But we forgot about the fire.

and we got injured each time we go near. The line was clear enough but it worked transparently. We accidentally touched the border and we got hurt. We cried. We condemned. We blamed anyone who was near for not warning us.

Till the end, it was still ownself who suffered.

*****************************************************************************************************

I once thought being a perfectionist is kinda cool. You feel the satisfaction when something has completed. You see things as perfect as it could be, Life is nice with no flaws. There’s no ‘Grey Areas’.. only Black or White.

If it’s not perfect it’s a definite NO. If it is, you grab it tight till you wanna let go — until life says so.

When things are no longer the same, I know there’s no turning back. I dont wish to regret, but�I feel bad.

It has come to an end. It certainly does.

Be strong, Be tough, I’ll Be alright.

Life is better without perfection.

and here I am.. making my decision within this week.

Take the right or the left.

Or I shall stay.

Sigh. �

�

You know. bad things pile up and hit you all in once.

Caught�me off guard.

Things havent been going that smooth the last 2 weeks. Though they are all over, but i never had a great time walking over all these. I was basically, being pushed into a hot wok on fire bare footed and needed to get out eagerly.

I realised there are quite a number of people who are hypocrites. I mean, yeah i do understand double personalities happen to almost each and everyone of us. We tend to talk differently, act undoubtedly better/ worse while confronting people that we care.

Be it love ones. Clients. Employers. Hi-Bye�Friends. Close friends.� etc.

I was denied two chances in a row this week. One on personal issue the other on work.�I was a lil confused why someone would be so nice while�we both were talking bad about a bitchy slut, having fun laughing over it to release some stress, while the other hand i heard ‘my dear’ this word�was being addressed to her.

I thought, oh double personalities. Its okay. But when I was�being denied chances twice to attend the meeting though I’ve voiced out my desire, and the reason i got was ‘the bitchy woman wasn’t being informed about my existence there to join in the meeting’. I was undoubtedly disappointed.

I started to take what K told me more personally.. allowing myself to sink into a melancholic mood. I�dislike being denied in work. I hate not being respected. I�dislike people who take me for granted. I�dont like people who take�the compliments while�I�am the actual person behind scene who�was doing the preparation work.

Though not 100%, but I would appreciate if people who�encourage and compliment me, which is�definitely able to motivate me to a greater height. ��

But I didnt get what I want.. I didnt.

All i got was a harsh�condemn, an apology sms later on, twice the chances being denied, disappointment, and some assaults.

Sigh. The bitch won. and I’m not going to fight. Right from the beginning I did not intend to, and i sincerely hope, I’m off with it.

wtf.

Yes It’s the Grand Singapore Sales. Managed to catch the last day just before it ended. Glad that I had time to meet up some long lost friends too. Ironically I didnt even know Tony stays in the same hostel as I. He was kind enough to walk all the way to my place and chatted for 15 minutes before i headed off to another appointment! Thanks TonyJW~

As per promised, here are some photos. There are still quite a lot of Singaporean friends whom I’ve not spent time with the last weekend. Sigh.

Will soon plan the next trip and meet up EVERYONE!��

�

By the way, who is interested to go HK? It’s summer sales now and it’s also the best time of the year to do some shopping. Ok I know I’ve done quite some in Bangkok and Singapore — but HK is�a different place! Count me in if you are heading there anytime soon =)

hugs.�

�

Dear all,

I need 4 person (2 guys and 2 girls) to work in the event below:

�

Job: Flyer Distribution to create awareness

Job scope: Go around KL entertainment outlets to distribute leaflets

Time: 10pm- 1am

Days: Every Wednesday- Saturday ( 4 days a week ) � till end of August.

Payment: RM50 per day.

�

Please send in your profiles to kjseow@gmail.com and I need just serious applicants.

�

Regards,

KJ

khaijia@iamkj.com

�

�

a long over-dued holiday, is finally here.

i took some time off my work after the last event in Johor with the b*tch, and had some time sipping coffee beside Singapore River over the weekend doing nothing.

I managed to meet up some great old friends whom we have not met for ages, as well as keep a promise which i made 3 years ago.� I hitted a few accounts which I did not expect to have done, and finally had time to do sit down and think things over and over again, just for me myself.

My future. My present. My past.

what’s going to be my path. Resume studies. Do events with the current company. Do own small events. Take up some short courses while backpacking. Leave this place.

You know we often get defeated over small tiny little things which might appear to others as ‘minor’, but somehow it did cut a big wound on a maimed heart.

Words kill. Further more discouraging words.

maybe i was over-confident. I thought i could be the ‘best’, though not recognised by all but at least i know i can do it. But someone told me furiously ‘Why do you always mess things up” totally made me felt so small. so useless. so disappointed.

The words were from someone i trusted so much. You know, so much.� I wanted to move out that night right after that. I went to another available room only to find that the extra�room keys do not match.� Someone must have accidentally mess it up.

But i’m glad, that i have a bunch of nice friendly pretty girls who are obeddient and good during work. Did not bring any problems. If they did, that’’s going to be another big headache issue ahead. Thank god (maybe�I should thank the girls more ) , your words were really encouraging. And i wouldnt deny i like to receive compliments too.

Thanks girls

ok i’m tired after one full day of shopping. Not to mention also i ran (jog) for 1.5 hours followed by an hour of swim in the pool under the rain yesterday.

But i had a nice companion. Thanks

Hitting the sack. Will post some singapore trip pictures�soon. �*hugs.

-kj-

It’s a crappy week.

The bi*ch from Johor shouted at me because she didnt like me. She thought i was such a nuisance because i’d been following her ‘beloved’ around — oh com’eon, i’m an assistant to the manager who’s married. and this bi*ch likes this married man!

and the worst thing was, the manager raised his voice when he was defending the bi*ch, saying that i took things personally, and made me cried.

sigh. i hate today. and i hate this week.

i had a serious sun burnt on both shoulders. Never have I experienced that in my life. I normally get a nice tan from the shiny sun out there on the beach. Or get slightly darker after i swim.

but this time. SIGH. i dont even know how to capture a photo from that angle. It’s like two monkeys’ butts right below my neck. Red and swollen.

and i just realised i’ve put on some weight. wtf. sigh. must go to swim starting tomorrow.

okla, i know i needed to do some updates on this page and so i just did. Gotta go, stay tuned i will post more pictures.

cheers.

-kj-